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Your long lost crush

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nightmask

Published: Nov 3, 2004

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Im tired of trying,
Im tired of lying,
I know Iv been smiling,
But inside im dying.

Im not suppose to love you,
Im not suppose to care,
Im not suppose to live my life
Wishing you were there.

Every time I fall in love
I fall for someone new,
Still I always find myself
Falling back for you.

I loved you once
I love you still,
I always have
And I always will.

All these poems are representing you,
I wonder if you have a clue
How I really feel for you.

I thought I made it obvious
Calling out your name,
Im guessing it wasn’t good enough,
I might be going insane.

Tears are words the heart can’t say,
From my lips “I love you” stays away.

To many stars in the sky,
Too many tears left my eyes,
Too many guys left in the blue,
None of which compare to you.

So keep my heart
Until you have a answer,
Take your time, do not rush
Ill be waiting,
Your long lost crush.

Nightmask xXx

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Itsjustwordsreally

Dec 8, 2014

God i really thought you were me until i read 'boy', then i paused changed it to girl and held in some pathetic tears.
You're great keep writing and expressing yourself like this!

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